Apr. 27th, 2004
Well, this is my last entry....but if ya read my stuff and wanna talk then IM me at
Apr. 21st, 2004
Apr. 20th, 2004
[ Bio ][ Survey ]
[x]. Name = Autumn
[x]. Nicknames = sweetieheart
[x]. Birthday = 10/4/83
[x]. Height = 5'5"
[x]. Shoe size = 8
[x]. Hair color = strawberry-blonde
[x]. Length = chin length
[x]. Siblings = a lot
[x]. Pets = some fish
[x]. You have a b/f or g/f? = yupp!
[x]. You have a crush on someone? = yupp!
[x]. You wish you could live somewhere else? = my own place
[x]. You think about suicide? = used to, but now life seems to going good
[x]. You believe in online dating? = Depends.
[x]. Others find you attractive? = some do; some don't
[x]. You want more piercings? = my eyebrow and crunch
[x]. You drink? = can't
[x]. You do drugs? = pills
[x]. You smoke? = no
[x]. You like cleaning? = thats my 24 hour job!
[x]. You like roller coasters? = eek
[x]. You write in cursive or print? = i mix it
for or against....
[x]. Long distance relationships = They can do work.
[x]. Using someone = Against
[x]. Suicide = against
[x]. Killing people = it depends....
[x]. Teenage smoking = other person's decision
[x]. Doing drugs = if it makes me happier.
[x]. Premarital sex = umn
[x]. Driving drunk = AGAINST
[x]. Gay/lesbian relationships = For. :-)
[x]. Soap operas = passions!
[x]. Food = fruit
[x]. Song = shake that monkey
[x]. Thing to do = chillin
[x]. Thing to talk about = life
[x]. Drinks = cafe, juice
[x]. Clothes = ghetto jeans and tight shirts
[x]. Movies = o brother where art thou?
[x]. Band = twiztid, old icp, hole, lords of acid, ludacris, eminem
[x]. Holiday = Halloween
have you ever....
[x]. Cried over a guy/girl = Yeah. Sucks..
[x]. Lied to someone = Yes.
[x]. Been in a fist fight? = i can be a very angry person
[x]. Been arrested? = never been in a jail CELL
[x]. Shampoo do you use? = garnier
[x]. Perfume do you use? = rahlf lauren romantic
[x]. Shoes do you wear? = nike white and silvers or nike reds
[x]. Are you scared of? = bugs, alone, silence
[x]. Times I have been in love? = fo real 3 times
[x]. Times I have had my heart broken? = too many to count
[x]. Hearts I have broken? = a few mebee
[x]. Continents I have lived in? = this one
[x]. Drugs taken illegally? = a few
[x]. People I would classify as true friends? = a few
[x]. People I consider my enemies? = a few
[x]. Cd's that I own? = 10+ [ that i actually listen too ]
[x]. Scars on my body? = umn....alot?
[x]. Things in my past that I regret? = hahahaha lmfao how about ALL OF IT
Apr. 15th, 2004
11:12 pm - fucking tit slut
now she'll stop...i dun want titties in my fucking computer system. slut ass bitch. hahahahaha i hope shes crying
mwahahaha i've had a bad fucking day. and its only getting worse. why the fuck is EVERYONE against me?! fuck
those pills made me jittery and confused.
anyways..went out with kelly again
went to needleworx where an ex used to work. and the guy there knew about the blue house and sahib and everyone so i told him to go to the sloppy show and he was all psyched.....so cool. hes gonna bring his chick. and me? well i'll wonder around alone.....yupp fun fun. maybee kelly will go if she don't go back to georgia. crackhead....
gonna go see victoria tomorrow......yay something to do! i never do anything cause i dun have a life....blah blah blah
Apr. 12th, 2004
04:48 pm - Autumn's movie reviews
Last night I rented 3 movies and here are my reviews...heh
Texas Chainsaw Massacre (new one)
Actually I've only had a chance to watch bits and pieces. It's really gross and in that regard really cool. I think I prefer the first one, but this one is awesome. The characters are definatly fucked. Will watch the movie again after I sign off.
Ok this movie we great. I got in an argument over whether or not Honey was mexican or black/white. Is her dad mexican or black? I dunno I'm gonna watch it again to find her last name or some other hints besides the virgen de guadalupe shirt. Damn that girl can dance. Got a little teary-eyed. Will watch again.
I yelled at people for talking during this movie. Very suspenseful. It's a ghost movie, but it's ok for people who are not fans of ghosts. Halle Berry and Robert Downey Jr. are in it. I really liked this movie, but wouldn't watch it again, because the movie after the first time has lost it's flavor.
04:39 pm - Lost time...
Damn't. Damn't. Damn't. Damn't. I wonder what would have happened....
Ok, so sloppy seconds is playing the 30th and I'm gonna go. I'm silly.
Roxy has this mermaid car that plays music. God make it shut up. Well, as along as Roxy is happy. So yeah....umn, I saw an ex the other day and got very upset. Haven't seen him in so long, he drove twice just glimpsing at me, but I know he drove just to see me, there was no other reason for him to be on that street. Dad wants me to visit him. He is going down that ghetto chain instead of climbing up. Washington/Emerson. okiedokie. AND he's getting another divorce. I like this wife though, she gives me pills. Umn well used to. She really don't like me now.
Apr. 11th, 2004
Got plants for grammie's garden. Got roxy a dragonfly balloon. And recieved as a gift a big tank with more angelfish.
Apr. 9th, 2004
06:04 pm - For my husband
Dear son its almost june I hope this letter catches up with you. And finds you well. It's been dry but they're calling for rain and everythings the same ole same in Johnsonville. Your stubborn ole daddy ain't said too much, but I'm sure you know he sends his love and she goes on...in a letter from home. I hold it up and showed my buddies like we ain't scared and our boots ain't muddy and they all laughed like there's something funny about the way I talk. Like when I say mama sends her best, yall. I fold it up and put it in my shirt. Pick up my gun and get back to work and it keeps me driving on. Waiting on letters from home. My dearest love its almost dawn I've been laying here all night long wondering where you might be. I saw your mama and showed her the ring. Man on the television said some things so I could'nt sleep. But I'll be alright, I'm just missing you. And this is me kissing you, Xs and Os. I hold it up and showed my buddies like we aint' scared and our boots ain't muddy and they all laughed cause she calls me hunny, but they take it hard. Cause i don't read the good parts. I fold it up and put it in my shirt. Pick up my gun and get back to work and it keeps me driving on. Waiting on letters from home. Dear son I know I ain't written, sitting here tonight alone in the kitchen. It occurs to me, I might not have said, so i'll say it now. Son, you make me proud. I hold it up and show my buddies like we aint scared and our boots ain't muddy, but no one laughs. Cause there ain't nothing funny when a soldier cries and I just wipe my eyes, I fold it up and put it in my shirt. Pick up my gun and get back to work and it keeps me driving on. waiting on letters from home.
Hearing this song, I think about John going to war and all of those other soldiers and brave families of the fallen soldiers. It makes me cry.
Feb. 19th, 2004
I swear to god i hate gothic people. bitch i will smack u! I swear to god if you say shit about god u will so be sorry when u r in hell. pobracitos
Feb. 18th, 2004
12:28 pm - Mean old women!!!!!
Ok, so Raul was over last night and at 11 he was just about to leave and grandma busts through the door yelling saying he needed to get the fuck out of her house and he can't just lay around and he needs to get a job and just embarressed the hell out of me. Ok, he does have a job thank u very much. And she left the room at 1 minute later he is out the door and she has the phone and is threatening to call the cops on him. This makes no sense whatsoever. I am getting the fuck out, i dun care if i'm goddamn homeless. I bought this bitch a whole new scheme for her kitchen, cleaned her house everyday since i've been here and offered more than once to pay rent. Fuck that old hag. I'm out
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